I don't want to be known for my writing or clothes.
I want to be known for my anger.
Writing just seems to be the form where examples are the simplest and situations the realest.
My frustration is the fuel which my characters face and just limiting the value of my writing to good prose is Kubrick cutting the end of A Clockwork Orange to make a shallow movie about violence.
My work is my anger and everyone's anger at ignorance at those who will limit anyone to the background.
The further work is not about love, love is the aid to get us through society which we've created, born into and have to struggle with every day.
And love is the fuel, the fuel to the anger which I have to bear for being queer and deviant.
And I am not a love story. I am not something to cry over. I am something which should make you realize if you are at a privileged position that you should make a change, if you are discriminated, that you are not alone, that we should all have this fuel and should never just be limited to love.
Because our anger is valid.
We became our anger, so that the love will not only nourish us now, but later when all is done and we are no longer deviant to a society who hates itself.
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Asked by Anonymous:
Unfollowing not because of you beliefs(which I agree with) but because of your anger
Well, sweetie, the fact that “we share” the same beliefs is irrelevant, because you supported someone transphobic, therefore you are transphobic :)
have fun in a heteronormative society :)
and my anger is lovely thank you very much and if you’re not angry at this bullshit, you’re an asshole:)
IF YOU BELIEVE THAT LESBIANS SHOULD ONLY BE WITH CIS WOMEN.
THAT GAY MEN SHOULD ONLY BE WITH CIS MEN.
THAT STRAIGHTS SHOULD BE ONLY WITH OPPOSITE SEX CIS PEOPLE.
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY BLOG AND SPARE YOUR TIME WRITING HATE, THE TRANS COMMUNITY HAS ENOUGH OF YOUR FUCKING IGNORANCE AND HATE.
FUCKING EDUCATE YOURSELF AND OH
YOU ARE AMONG THE RANKS OF ANY ASSHOLE WHO IS TRANSPHOBIC, YOU ARE TRANSPHOBIC.
Asked by Anonymous:
Sweet Jesus you take jokes seriously
Well, excuse me, that is not a fucking joke.
I’m sure you’d flip if it was about women or cis white lesbians, wouldn’t you?
Jokes like that are harmful as they give lesbians the belief that they should be with vaginas, just like jokes about any minority are not ok and not a time when trans people get murdered and aren’t even acknowledged.
Get the fuck out of my blog.
Asked by Anonymous:
excuse me but how exactly is Ellen Page being comfortable with her sexuality transphobia?
How is saying that she only likes women with vaginas not transphobic?
That is not comfortable with her sexuality, that is being an idiot and carrying on the idea that we should be in love with genitals rather than people, just like heterosexuals are obsessed with penises, some lesbians are obsessed with the belief that they should only be with vaginas.
Ellen Page did a joke that she stays away from balls, meaning that she is one of those stupid women who see transwomen as not women who a lesbian should be with. Do NOT dismiss it as a joke, just like people should not do jokes about gay people or anyone, trans people should not be a laughing matter either!!!
That is ignorance, stupidity and just pushes her into the ranks of other transphobic lesbians.
That is not comfortable with her sexuality, it’s comfortable with her own ignorance and blind belief that all women have vaginas.
We all have different parts and different genders or no genders and our penises, vaginas or mix or lack does not make our gender.
And thank you for asking that to a genderfluid person who has a transwoman partner, assshole.
Go fuck yourself and have fun living in a world where genitals matter, following the concept heteronormativity stashed itself in our LGBT community.
So once again, get the fuck out of my blog with your own transphobia.
The fear of the next morning comes even before the morning strolls in to stroke the windows and I’m still with Miles, who is pretty much passed out and I had just nodded at Jamie, who had lit a cigarette and left, quickly glancing back and I had just snuck in, a key stolen from Miles for a while and everything was quiet besides the burn on my lips from the previous short kiss. Sexuality really slaps you, it doesn’t have to be everyone, it can only be that one person who yanks you out of the waters of your own misunderstanding and he had done so even if I didn’t even realize how attractive he was for a fair while.
Maybe it’s my own break up with all my senses as I just sit in Miles’ arm chair and I wonder why didn’t he tell me about Ezra and if he does indeed wants to bend me over in two and I just feel like I’ve drank something sacred and I just take off the leather jacket, hearing Miles roll over closer to the wall and I take off my jeans and I wonder how obvious is it that I was attracted to men and how nothing had happened between me and Miles when even our own parents have decided to tell us it’s ok to come out, to which Miles came out and I didn’t.
Maybe the least obvious to you is actually what you are.
Reblogged from amphibiousunicycle :
What I mean when I say “I can’t do that”- Anxiety Version:
- I am unable to do that
- I am too stressed out to do that
- I cannot face the humiliation of attempting to do that
- My body will physically not allow me to do that
- I am on the verge of a panic attack
- I cannot do that
What people hear:
- I am unwilling to do that
- I am just shy
- I am overreacting
- I am lazy
- I need to get more experience in social situation to help my anxiety
- I need a push
- I don’t want to do that
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